and then acted surprised something hazardous happened to me.

for in Jazz, there are no mistakes; it's all about the note you play after that wrong note.

I would never treat someone else as horribly as I have been treating myself. I wanna stop this behaviour, but I honestly don't really know how to. It quite often feels like a natural nihilism at times; natural or not, I want it out of me.

Try flipping a coin.

Something like "heads for yes, tails for no".

If you find the result of the flip unfavourable,

don't listen to the coin,

listen to your own intuition.

Hope this helps ya! Have a good one!

"art link"

spend far too much time just working towards our survival, and I entirely understand the thoughts:

"Survival for what?! Just to work even more?!"

I want you to know, you're not alone. I pray that all our survival can someday soon turn to thrival.

I hope things can get better for you all; even me at this point.

Should I receive the hand of help, I will not turn it down.

And when I am pulled up, I will not forget about those below me.

I too shall reach out to another with my newfound helping hand;

for what I am gifted, I cannot help but share.

The left hemisphere of my brain and the right hemisphere of my brain vibing:

"Art by Acky05"

Enjoying what I do

All that good stuff

That includes self-hatred.

I only need to love; want to even.

is utter nonsense.

I just want love; need it even.