then I simply do without knowing.

It won't be perfect, but I plan to release it before Christmas Eve hits.

does not lie merely within, but also without.

I'm celebrating Christmas until winter is over!

I have discovered naught but a current of constant contradictions; therefore I will now take the journey of no destination, for I shall never come to my full conclusion. I have nothing but contentment for my baggage, because it is full of my effects. Why? Just cause.

Don't worry about it. ;)

for those who have truly wallowed in misery will never take their company for granted.

I would've chosen a more miserable profession.

the optimist never expects the punch,

the nihilist is always anticipating the punch,

the realist rolls with the punch,

the surrealist responds with a kick.

I've been really downplaying how much getting cheated on actually hurts someone. I thought to myself, "Oh, people have been through worse; I'll get over it." but it really isn't that simple. It kinda fucks with you in the long run; especially when you had nothing but love for the guy who cheated.